True Friends

I learned there are 2 different type of people in this world-- Those who are true friends and those who pretend to be your friend but are actually 2-faced little sons of *****.... and I guess I don't have enough genuine friends in my life right now and that's kinda sad. I guess I just surround myself with the wrong type of people but hey, what can I do? I go to such a small school there's not a lot of people to talk to.

It makes me want to cry and at the same time, I feel bad for them because they will never have friends that will treat them like they want to be treated if they keep treating people crappy like they do and that just makes me so---I dunno even how to explain it. I guess life will go on.

My life has been sooo crazy. Fake friends, I might be moving in the next few years, school stress, it's all so hard to bear. I try so hard to be a good person and not complain but I just can't take it! No one seems to appreciate what I do and I know I'm being a little selfish but it seems as if I just don't matter to them! I pray to God at night that I'll wake up happy but day after day after day life is just attacking me! Sometimes I feel insecure and I know we all do, but why am I feeling this pain? It's like I just can't breathe.

Maybe I should just give up; let life just flow on by but will I be doing the right thing? I just am soooo frustrated.

Of all the tears & the years that have gone by I just feel like I want to lay down and die. But I would never take my own life and I'm stupid that I would do that leaving this earth having my parents suffer....I just want to know people care about me in this world and that I make a difference. I just can't take it anymore I want to scream at the top of my lungs!!!

Well, set aside the tears, I'm probably gonna add some tutes today. Maybe that'll get my mind off things for a while. I'm still on my poppet's 1st foot since I didn't work on it yesterday but I'm hoping to get it done really soon! I just hope it turns out good being my 1st one and all!

Your's Truly,
Miss Divanistic

Pippety-Poppety----toe????

Haha, ok, so I decided to make a denim blue Poppet and I got started yesterday like 30 mins before I called it a day. My Poppet has half a leg already (lol, I kept getting stabbed w/ the needle since I'm making it by hand!!) but, I can't make the feet & toes! I guess I'll keep working at it....

Anyway, I'm reading this book called Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe and it's really boring yet really interesting! lol, y'all know I wouldn't read a book for fun unless it was really interesting!! But this book is for English class. It's about a man named Okonkwo who lives in Africa during the time the Brittish came. Well, was a powerful man and he tries not to be like his father so he becomes strong, careless, brute, unkind, etc. haha, that's pretty much as far as I got and I'm not really good at reviewing stuff soo....ya.

Well, I really don't have much to say today!! *What a shocker!*

Your's Truly,
Miss Divanistic

Poppets, Dresses, & Tutes?

Well, I finished my sis' dress (ermm, shirt) yesterday now all I need is some big buttons to put on the dress to look like the straps are buttoned on the outfit. Well, the doll isn't coming along yet but I think I might just make a poppet out of a t-shirt since I'm so desperate to make a poppet!!!! Ugh, well, maybe I'll find a way... *sigh*.
So, I took the NAEP today and it was EASY-PEASY!!! lol, we had the sweetest instructor and she even gave us candy!! haha, ya, i'm weird. xD

Ok, so, I have some news---good or bad depending on what you think is good news...lol, anyway, here it is: I'm thinking about adding a tute section to my blog so stay tuned!!!

Your's Truly,
Miss Divanistic

The President of The Procrastinor's Society of America Says:

I'm FINALLY going to finish my little sis' outfit which I have worked on in WEEKS!! I'm in a really good mood so I thought I'd start finishing it up. Since all I have to do is sew on a sleeve and add some finishing touches, I think I might make her a little skirt w/ a matching poppet or sock doll or steiner doll (lol, I can't decide...) to go with her new look!!

School was hilarious, as usual, with a side of frustration and annoyance (is that a word? lmao). I had a math test today and because of my recent "cold", I think I bombed it! Well, at least I'm not getting an interim! Yup, Miss Divanistic is passing w/a solid C+ (haha)!!! but, I can't say the same about science... that crazy teacher drives me CRAZY!
Ehh, also, we have some stupid NAEP assessment thing tommorrow....and my favoritest teacher's gonna be there *cough*sarcasm*cough*!!! I swear if she touches me one more time!! Everytime she walks by me or I walk by her, she pushes me or hits me on my back/shoulder!! Yesterday, I just completely lost it and told her don't touch me bitch! Ugh. Some of those teachers at that school are soo...UGH!

Anyway, I better get started on that outfit. hmm, maybe I'll make a bracelet too....and of course, a matching one for the dollie I'm making her..... hmmm, they'll need necklaces and purses too. I have a looong day ahead of me!

Your's Truly,
Miss Divanistic

Finally, a ray of sun!!

lol, so, as you can tell, I'm healed and happy! I'm gonna be in my first Swap! Well, it's gonna be in the next few months and I can't wait! I'm already planning for it. I'm getting my boxes for shipping, I'm making origami luck stars for packing, and I'm excited!
Anyway, I'm finally trying to get around to make a poppet---But, I don't have any fabric AND the Dritz Half Ball Cover Buttons.....DAMN-IT! lol Well, maybe I'll join a Poppet Swap! But yeah, maybe I'll get lucky and get a poppet in the swap I'm gonna be in in the next few months......

Ok, now to more serious news if happy and fun isn't your thing...My friend's mom died..
:( well, I'm just glad she got closure and she's ok... She wants me to go to the funeral w/ her so I might come with her if I can.
Lol, I still didn't make her any crafts stuff due to my under-the-weatherness-ness.... xD But, if you guys can give me some ideas, I'd be a really really happy camper!

Yours Truly,
Miss Divanistic

Day Two of ughh

Well, I went to the doctor today along with my always grumpy baby sis and it seems I have a cold. "A cold?!" I thought. I've never had a crappy cold like this before. I was soo pissed, they didn't even give me any meds to ease my scratchy throat! I waited 1/2 hour, paid $30, and dealt listening to my annoying sis for this?!? Ugh.
Well, I guess that's in the past now.. I thinking of having my own little "craft session" soon. I feel like making poppets and other stuff for my fam, friends, and yours truly. And I'm thinking about joining a Craft Swap...I guess I'm on a roll!
My throat still hurts I better get started on my crafting :)....

Your's Truly,
Miss Divanistic.

ughhh....

Well, my "great" week just keeps getting better...*cough* Today, I had to leave school 'cause I felt groggy, and I still do. Well, my friend is doing better and keeping her mind off it while she's at school.... *cough*
I can't stay on for long, I'm going to lay down and watch What I Like About You reruns...

Your's *cough* Truly,
Miss Divanistic

*Warning- Don't read if you're life is Deep Shit like mine's now....*

Sorry 4 the language but everything is crazy right now in my world... A great man once said: Madnesss is like a big ass storm cloud fogging my way... or something like that. I'm about to open a store on Etsy and I'm really excited!! Other than that, homework, chores, etc are all piling up.
I feel like I'm going to cry. My BFF's mom was just diagnosed w/ breast cancer and they won't tell her anything. She's an emotional wreck and my other friend, whose dad died about a month ago is consoling her right now... It's just really hard seeing her like this...

Right now, I'm at school and I really wish the food here didn't taste like crap dipped in shit...lol, that's probably why I'm not in the lunch room right now or I'd die of toxic fumes.

I'm gonna keep praying, and hope for the best... and I really hope the best will come.


Your's Truly,
Miss Divanistic.


PS- I'm thinking of making my friend something crafty (I dunno what though...lol) and if anyone has any ideas, feel free to tell me!

I'm a blogger!

Ok, this is my first ever blog, and I felt like it'd be really really cool to have 1!! Well, since this is my first post and all, I'm gonna tell you a bit about myself..:

Name- Yazzi, aka the Hello Kitty Princesz!!

Likes- Hello Kitty (duh!)

Dislikes- Annoying people and OCD

Why I decided to make a blog- Ummm, pretty much because I was bored....haha, and because I just wanted somewhere where I could just be me 24/7...